Check this out , :T Canxing :
A brand new had started , i hope ytd will be th very ending of us . Idk whether we're fated t be together as f again not, but i know we're fated t know each other since th very first beginning of sec sch . Thanks for being such a wonderful f . from strangers t friends , then t lovers & back t friends & then F . Since its a brand new yr , it will be a brand new start for me & you. I promise t let you lead on your own life but please promise me t stay happy & positive & not by just realising th mistake after you had done it . Think twice before you act . No matter what , you'll be my forever F in my heart , Best of friend ever ..
You may think that this is just a short message from me t you, but deep inside you should know how much i treasured this friendship but yet its a waste that i lose it ... :') We don;'t have t explain much t people about whats F & whats really in our relationship status . So ... 你知我知 can already..
Study hard for N's , even if you're already aiming for ite or what . I myself also know i cant make it t Sec5 but i didn't give up though . At least i try than not t give it a try mah . So i hope you'll stop having th mind set that you're going ite for sure .
T Alan:
Don't scare me already lurh , like tht i also dk what t do also . Our past is already th past already. Now that you've changed for th better, i myself also have t accept th fact & reality mah . It's all fated that we're just th past of us already & no more serious or play play patch or whatsoever . For now that it's already a brand new yr , I just hope i can have a very good brand new start w/ all my friends back once again, including you . So for who you are now, I'll respect it & stay within this status.
I don't care what other people wanna say or spread about what that dream rumours or whatso ever . As long as you & I know our own status , i guess there's nothing t be afraid of .
T Hon :
I know you may start t comment about this post regarding what i posted out here . But seriously , not saying tht i have t tolerate by just keeping t myself , but at least i can tell them how i really feeel . I'm not using th sympathy way t tell them how i feel , as i'm not acting at all . I know you can really know how i feel but there's then a very big gap in between everything with all of you . But for now , I just want you t stop misunderstood me if you're still thinking that way , or perhaps i should apologised if i'm th one thinking that much . A new yr just started , wishing you all th best & have a bright future ahead . Idk if i'm still a laobu of yours or just a 朋友 t 利用(joking way), but no matter what you're always my okthksbye,whysogay son :)
T Mich :
Going 7 yrs of friendship already though we do have many misunderstanding for th last past yrs or even last yr . Just because of my selfish ness & jealous nesss , i envy th time you snatched'' away my friends , in th sense that i lost all my friends & push th blame on you . I know you're th one that don't like t find troubles but behind th scene idk what you'll still be doing . Maybe sad that you lost a friend too or perhaps just don't be bothered . For now , I hope you could wake up ur idea & move forward for a better future . This may sounds as if i'm already perfect & got th rights t tell you t wake up ur idea, pls don't misunderstood . Just hope as a 'ahles' still status , i wan't you t be yourself at all times , :') Lets' just let th natural takes it course then .. hmm
T Geraldine:
You're th one that tried be there for me using other methods as compared t th others. Though yourself is weak , but you'll still willing t give a helping hand . Despite th hatred w/ you in th past yrs as idontknow you well , i'm glad that we're perfectly alright for now . It's a bliss t have you there . Whenever our clique wants t start up some gathering or even class gatherings, you & I or you yourself will help t organise this & that . I also remembered you even cried & ran outta class , just t relieve your stresss that silva had given you by crying like nobody's businesss. I was really heart broken t see my friend like this .
As for your personal or love life problems , you & i know it ourself . I don't have t mention here as it's abit of privacy here . But well , I promised t keep th secret t myself & hope you do keep my secrets too(i got secret meh?thinking*) , LOL :)
T Em :
I don't get t SEE but I get t HEAR your true colours .True colours doesnt mean have t be referring t th bad side of yours . I'm not trying t pity you right now for all ur past times that you had suffered , but just t ''sayang'' you in a way .
& Yup , we may not cherish th time we had together . Th Big red elmo that you had promised me before my birthday falls ,& i really didn't expect a elmo t appear in my classroom siia . I thought you was just joking in th first place & never will i know , in fact , its what they said " love at first sight" . I don't even know you gotta crush on me & i thought we would just be friends . From friends t lovers , & back from lovers t friends .
At first i though you're like a mad guy , with attitude problem . For all of a sudden you behave like a sweettalker & sweettalks t me . At first i thought you're just like those guys out there who only know how t play & fool around w/ r/s etc . So i hack care about thr . Never will i know we end up being together for that fast before clearing all my problems .
So i started t vent my anger on you etc , or perhaps a replacement like you. Conflicts & misunderstandings occurs when you got jealous & even accused me of this & tht , but nvm , it's already over .
You're th sweetest guy ever that seriously treated me this way , & th one & only malay guy that's so serious in this mother f bitch w/ her serious attitude prob. & yet you still can take it .
But for now, since you're leading a 'good' life as you mentioned. As long as I myself know how you're REALLY doing , I don't have t mentioned out like what i did for th others . Some things are meant t be kept & t keep it unsaid . Some thoughts have t be showed w/ actions & not by just words . This applys t th others too..
I hope , we could just keep in touch as we're already not studying in th same 'environment' already.. :')
I met a few malay ladies while with my ex boyf , I seriously never regret knowing all of them despite our race . Racial harmony yea, LOL .
Here it goes..
T Shika! :
yoyo babe , nice t meet you , lol! :) Anyway , thanks for ALL th help & EVERYTHING from you manzz . Without you, i think me & him also won't get t last & know each other well . I seriously never regret knwoing you & i hope this friendship won't end yo . Though this would be a short one but as time goes by , my next post for you would be even longer than this i swear! hahaha . Very happy that you managed t promote up t sec5 w/ th other girls , like Ainie Wannie Zee Ina Siti Diyana etc . Will hope t hang out w/ you girls more yo ! :)No matter what , study hard . & stop bad mouth-ing me already uh, ahahahahT Hazimah(sp?)(Zee) :
Sweetie , I'm really sorry if i hurt you in th past alright .Heard it from ur girls about what you feel when I'm with ermhmmm, lol. I love your beautiful voice & you're freakingggzz hot & chubby ! hahahah . Fishball eh? hehehe . Though idk that well , but since from th beginning i saw you up on stage , with your magical beautiful voice , singing 'Hero-Mariah Carey.' You really melts my heart at that very moment , lol(sounds les) , ahhaha. You dk how much i would want t be a friend of yours siia. Whenever i happen t see you, you're always smiling away, t strangers even , hahaha ! But perhaps , you have your own problems too..But don't worry , no matter what , you can find me out & share your problems w/ me . I will be there for you, for everyone(be fair abit hor) , :) Heh .Can't wait t hang out w/ you girls soon manz , :)& T Anie , Ina , Wannie , Siti , Diyana,Dini & etc who know me from this group, thank you is all i can say yo , whaahaha <3
Last but not least ,
My Chian Chu Ling :
Sister, where you Mia to? Busy working till no need meet liao arh . Hais . This way will make us drift apart dhe lei.
You may think that you're listed in th last in this post but i purposely put you last . You dont have t ask why , just dont worry that you're th last in my heart (you should know it urself)
At times i know i may treat you like bitch , can use you or what in th past when i'm still w/ HER. But you should know it yourself that i had realize my mistake & wanted t get back our relationship with you . So yup, what i can do i will just do for you . No by just helping you t pay this or that 就是 getting good relationship wor.
I remembered those time we treated each other meals as we made a bet on this & tht . First movie was th Mr Bean & so on by then .
Now that you're back t your happier life(i hope) , i wish you last long w/ him & stay happy k .
As for usual , if you need me, i sure be there k . Sighhhh
Though i didn't msg & wish you happy new yr , but you will not i wont be so bad that i didnt think of you or what bah.
Christmas & new yr didnt get t celebrate w/ you. but promise THIS YR dhe sweet 16 will be thr for you uh. wahhaahha . (unless ur boyf wanna be there la, then there's another thingy le) :X
Now wishing you a happy new yr & bright future ahead .
Hope next yr you really can put urself w/ those boooks hor, LOL.
♥♥♥
