Two pieces

We don't know where to go, so I'll just get lost with you
We'll never fall apart, cause we fit together right, we fit together right
These dark clouds over me, rain down and roll away
We'll never fall apart, cause we fit together like, two pieces of a broken heart

Thank you for being the only guy that brought me to Jb during the night for supper and stuff.

Thank you for the Hellokittiesssss

Thank you for being so silly together,

 Thank you for your very first romantic night ever on a valentine day'11

 

Thank you for letting me be the one to walk through your army days with you. From the 2 weeks book in to bmt,to pop, to ord.

 Not forgetting how hard you try to sneak in to your bunk just to update the little diary of ours,

Thank you for your wonderful friends,

 

 Thank you for the cam-whoring night session,

Be there for me when I'm down,

 Sending me to work and with the best curry puff as company,

 

Fetching me after school for the best mixed vege rice ,

Suffering together from a mini accident at Rivervale Plaza and got your arm injured,

Nonetheless,

Thank you for the Tully experience. Not forgetting the customized Cinnamon sugar cookie w baked cheese.

Giving me the love that I long yearned for,

 Thank you once again for the impromptu monthsary gift ,

 Serving together with your home cook food cooked from you,

Surprising me with the mini Hellokitty speaker. Just what more can I ask for?

It's not the end.

 We are not the love. We are for the life.

My reflection to us,

From Feb '12 ,

To April' 12

Then June' 12 ,

Jumped to Dec' 12 ,

Start of 2013- Your 21st,

Another brand New year with you ,

Unfortunately, we did not make it after my 20th Birthday......

Dear Ron, there's so much thing that I would want to confess and wishing i could do so just right now. 

I always blame you for being the worse boyfriend ever, who cant simply support me, surprise me, love and care me just more than i do. I was wrong, i was all wrong. I've just flip through our albums and realized that you did so much thing that I always don't find it important . But in real fact, all those little things that you do just sum up to become a very huge impact to my life.

 You know that I need a new wallet desperately , and am saving up for my Gucci wallet. You know that you can't afford to get that for me .You know that I'm in love with red  and ribbons . You found out that this was the only last piece left on display and you know that I would preferred a brand new one. You ran around different outlet to find it, and managed to reserved the one where we first saw at Og Orchard...

 

We had a tiff before I went to meet my group mates to sentosa for our project trip. I saw this when I was at 7-11 Sentosa and was sharing with my friends about it. When i got home and unpack my stuffs, I was shocked to see this in my bag . I thought I stole it by accident . I called my classmates just to verify this incident and they even swear that they did not do anything to surprise me like that. So I called you ,wanting to tell you that I found the kitty but without realizing that it was you who surprised me...

I love your cooking. Always whining and pestering you to cook for me all the time. Especially when it comes to my favourite dish of all - Fried rice. Remember how many times we even quarrelled over cooking during the night? You said it was troublesome, no rice and stuffs. But we ended cooking more than we expected, and that's how i got the photo above...

 

A very random night when we both gets hungry and no rice to cook, and you starting diy this bacon pasta which surprisingly turns out good...

Life with you will never get skinny because we are always eating - most of the time ! This is our favourite place to dine in - Bugis Kopitiam . Our favourite Yong Tau Foo stall, and that's how i got hooked up by it( even till now.) Bugis brings back alot of memories, especially when you got so engross with your arcade game at the basement and i got damn hungry that i went up(without you) to have Ytf and come back waiting for you. Sometimes Ytf is the only way to chill me down whenever you got pms over your arcade game once you lost to your opponent and vented on me. How memorable can all this be....

 

Again this is another date out where we hunt for food, again. We took this photo because I claimed that i pay the bill but you must take photo with me in return. That's how reasonable yet forceful to you (I think?)

 

I requested for this photo to be taken when we were chilling at Pan Pacific Hotel just everytime we head to Marina Square for movie etc. We would take the lift up to the highest level just to enjoy the view up from there. Then i saw this cake , and I told you I want to have my wedding cake with you . And tadah, here it go... 

Thank you for trying to work things out even though i failed on you countless time. You give me so much to remember that i really do not know how to let you go. Nonetheless, I wish you all the best in life and hoping you'll still be the one I'll get married to in years down the road...

I'll take care of our precious girls, especially the one who went through so much with us- Yumidar .

To end of ,

 

 

"Why do you give me so much to remember......."

2nd.

I still remember our first kiss.

4 years ago, we met at the billiard pool at beach road. Till now, I swear I don't remember having your presence during that meetup with her but ya, everything just happen from that day and over there..

We lost contact for years and one fine day, which was close to 2 years ago, I randomly commented on your Facebook profile photo and asking why do you have such a fat arm since i last saw you?! But to all the typical girls out there, they consider that as " fit and muscular", That time, I remember I was so deeply devoted to my ex bf as we were kinda very stable that we don't have any argument since day1 . Just when I sense something was not right, he broke off with me because he claims that I was too good for him and blah blah.

You came coming my way, trying to be there for me during my lowest moment in life. I still remember those Spamming of texts and calls when i was in a zombie mode for a weak- staying at home , crying all day and night long. On a Saturday night, you text-ed to check on me and without hesitation, I
gave you a call and I know you're overjoyed by it. Can still remember how our first conversation on the phone was like... So, I agreed to meet you up for the official first time on the next following day after my work at Cuppage. You wore a plain tee with a formal demin boyfriend shirt, & we went down to the basement for some fried rice to settle our dinner....

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Remember all the cool rounding nights during the wooing period? We will only be back at Sengkang around 3am and slacked till 4am or even close to 5 before you send me up my place? You, trying so many times to grab hold of my hands and even to lie about some no logic stuffs just to divert my attention and gave me a sudden peck before you leave every night..

During the period where you're still working (before you got enlisted) , I would receive your phone call everyday-without-fail at 11pm sharp; right after you knock off from work. You either get yourself washed up or even to go for night jog downstair, and then just before we turn in , we will always catch up with what we did for the day via phone call for minutes and even hours.

Back then , I even swear that I'm totally not interested with you no matter how you tried to prove your confession and love to me - because I just suffered from a heartbreak and needed time to heal. I then tried to push you away as far as I could, pestering you to find someone better , and to move on. You was so persevered not to give up this feeling until that night- you did not call me up at 11pm.

Without realizing, I got used in receiving your call at that particular timing . That night, I couldn't help it but to check you out. & For the first time, you spoke so softly and telling me you'll return a call back later. It was so so unusual that you spoke so softly when you are always that irritating and noisy guy when you're with me.. Indeed, you were out for a movie date and I felt so sour since that night...

The feeling was so indescribable that I myself do not even realize that I might be falling for you. Really did not expect that day to happen.. Until that Sunday-yet another Sunday, you asked for a meetup after my work again...

Skipping of all the unimportant part, we settled down outside the Grand Cathay and out of a sudden, I broke down in tears- snatch your phone away and text-ed " I'm sorry" to the someone. Meaning to say, somehow or rather, I helped you to make that decision of choosing me instead of her. How selfish can I be seriously....

While lying on your shoulder and crying on,you came forward and closer, and ended up with a kiss on each others lip.

This is the day , the night, when I realized that I'm committing into another relationship-unknowingly . & Also the day when I got my first kiss from someone whom I never thought would go so far with me. Getting together so " unromantic-ally" ; just a day after Christmas, :)

Happy 2nd anniversary my love. You'll be the one I wanna walk my journey down the road. I love you Ron.

13/12/12