I hate this part . I had enough . I hate being involve in a r/s . I hate myself . I hate you , many YOU(s) .

Maybe . I shall stop & control myself in getting into a r/s , so hurtful , no happiness AT ALL .
Whatever i got back in return , was all the sweet talks , the lies , the hatred , the deceiving love.
To many of the "pa jiao " guys out there , YOU SUCK!






I'm tired . Leave me alone .
(can't believe i'm crying right now ,for being so weak & a failure when comes to r/s....)

Yes , may not be the right time for teens like me to get into a r/s & expecting TRUE LOVE from the HIM . But ,

You'll never know if you never try what . Right?











& To the backstabbers out there , y'know who you are :
I may sounds a bitch , act like a bitch , or already a bitch to y'guys
But , did i offended you guys? Why can't you guys just shut th **** up & mind your own business.
Sorry , you've no rights to control who i wanna love .

So what if , i broke off w/ boyf today & got a new guy tomorrow? Flirt?
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Venting my frustration!