Half of my 2012

JAN

8th, Ron's 20th.



24th, New year @ Alan's


28th @ Jasmin's


FEB

13th, Rynette & Jeremy's Wedding


14th, Last Minute vday date out


Matter of time?


Movie w Ron,


MARCH

New baby on the 11th,


End of Internship @ Wts Travel
Korean bbq buffet w Colleagues


11th , w Little Misses (missing Elisa gf)

12th, Mani Pedi session w Pattie pretty




26th, Hangout w the pretty




Work @ Julie Roberts'



LTO April Intake.



APRIL





Submission of Lto application + uniform purchase w Mum and Bro

Laoban w Ron.

Partyworld

13th , My 19th Birthday











Thank you :
Mum and family for the cut cake session when clock strikes 12
My girls( Cynthia, Joey ,Farah & co.) for the mini surprise celebration during mass lecture!!!
Ron for the Jcube experience + secret receipe cake+ lighting surprise(No longer exist...)
Uncle Robert for the red packet and dinner treat @ Teochew Restaurant
Auntie Julie for the chocolates and Perfume
Joshua and Jois for the Polka dots dress
Javier.C for the Diy hellokittiesss
Carissa for the Diy birthday card which was mailed over!
Joey.Ng for the hellokitty notepad



15th,
Jb Birthday treat


20th Helipad


21st , Flea @ Scape w/ Joanne.Stitch


28th , Asses



MAY


7th, Joanne's return from Dubai + Janice's Belated bday dinner


10th, Nitec'11 Graduation( Reunion w TJ!)







Forever & Always, Tj'11



13th , Mothers' Day

19th , Helipad

27th, Essence Studio


My New Lc'12




JUNE



3th,
Jayden's advanced 1st month @ Xj's




5th,
Princess' 18th !!!!!!







8th,
Work @ Pc Show





14th!
1st Foursome date out!


15th,
Last day of semester, Time to partehhhhh~


Frolick treat w/ Mandy




Helipad /Rebel night with Steph!





18th,
Dinner @ lot1 pasta mania w/ Ernest'corn

19th,
5n1'10 BBQ gathering



20th,
Meetup w dearest sister, Shuning



Short Getaway,





Very good service !










Day 3 without the guys!
-No photos from my baby camera because it was spoiled on the second day :(



26th,
Lc BBQ






The only survivors ,


Work @ Julie Roberts'
28th June- 8th July'12


JULY





6th ,
Rebel w Steph & co.



9th,
First day of school





















































"Everything happen for a reason"

This half year wasn't a good one because...
- Broke off w/ Ron after 17 months..
- Didn't enjoy my bkk trip
-2 closest people in my life just left
-I gained fucking4kg
-I'm lost. I'm vexed. I'm complicated. I'm not free yet. I'm useless and hopeless.
& I'm just not happy with my life

BUT

I believe the next half year will be a better one because...

- I'm done w Ron
- I believe I can be happier and better off without him
- I can get back up to reality very very soon
- I can lose weight
- I can start saving up for future and don't have to feed anybody anymore
- I will study and strive hard for my studies.
& I can change for the better.


Till then ,
Mayling.


Why do i still cry silently during the night for you? .......