Unconditional Love.

I really dk what t say . it's his 17th birthday today , yes happy bday k . & stay happy... :')

Was damn quiet in school today , didn't hang out w/ them anymore. Trying t avoid th reality but i guess i can't . Went home straight after school, & now , stuck here posting about HIM, again . Sigh

I seriously don't like t be emo right here at this very point of time, but who t blame, me myself & i ... I can't stop thinking about it , & know what, I even went crazy & read all his old posts , reading still right now ! -,='''
Crying like nobodys' business right now, (okay pls don't PITY me!)
Seriously idk whats life's all about mannnz. God , help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Lesson made after reading some of his meaningful post :

LOVE IS NOT HURTFUL IF WE NEVER MISUSED IT
(sounds familiar?Hmmm)

Okay everyone, please get th fact that i'm not wanting t get him be mine back , i'm just Emo-ing for th TIME BEING , lol. & I guess I'm a lil crazy about this stuffs , & my friendship probs too...
& as for my personal stuffs , i doubt theres a need t be mention here , :')

He used t update his blog about our anni date/even my bday in th past . So now ,
though i have alot of words for him, but i choose t keep it unsaid . Cos' ITS NOT TH RIGHT TIME FOR NOW , hmmms...

I'm very happy t see him getting over it & moving on ,....

"Don't know what's going on...Don't know what went wrong...Feels like a hundred years I Still can't believe you're gone...I feel so much better...Now that you're gone forever...I tell myself that I don't miss you at all...I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now...That you're gone forever...Now things are coming clear...And I don't need you here...And in this world around me...I'm glad you disappeared...So I'll stay out all night..Get drunk and fuck and fight...Until the morning comes I'll Forget about our life..." - His'

& t'SHIKA ARHH!" :
red elmo would like t apologize sincerely here . babe , i really dk what t do already . I hope you und for this very moment ...
& Yes , i enjoyed every single day spent w/ you ladies , & yup maybe i shouldn't ruin my "GOOD life" now , but idk... I'm like his old him right now, really!..
I guesss you guys could stop bothering about me , LOL.I'm abit weird right now & i'm feeling that too, so weird ..
Posting so many stupid posts? Like damn, hais.
& don't worry , that red elmo of mine will still help me wipe my tears , even now...
Thanks for everything...

P.s: I didn't mean it , trust me...