Friday, January 23, 2009

Confusion ,



Idk whether it's a good or a bad news about that . Probably both? Hmmm . Oh anyway , tiring & boring day . Had our amath class test & i seriously flunk it manzzzz, all careless mistakes! Then follow up by P.e lesson ; 4 rounds around th field , 2 sets of sit ups & pushups( 20 situps,20pushups), then 3 rounds of shuttle run , ROAR! I was seriously damn fcuking smelly & my face's so damn red like a apple man ! But i hope all this could help me t suceed my diet plans!lol .Then had our cny celebration in th school hall , & finally , air con ON !(but can't win Ncps's still!),lol. Th hall smell was like all sweat smell around lurh, including mine?LOL like wtf? EEEWWWW
However , He really did not turn up as i expected , though i was trying t lookup for him. But i managed t spot CC! hhahaha .

I was being tricked by CINDY AW & co. about CC's stuffs, funny but a lil too overboard?Hmmmm . Then i saw jivann ! Had a short conver w/ him & he told me t study hard & don't regret spending time in PHSS now. & reminiscing of my primary school life, it really brings me t courage t buck up real hard for my upcoming N's this year , & move on w/ those SCHOOL hair/spot chekcs & stuffs , :) Thanks Jivannn! I will cherish & treasure my 4 yrs in peihwa , or maybe 5years instead? hahaha!Walk t Ncps around 3plus & had a small group gather w/ Mr Lee . & I managed t saw a few teachers which i didnt expect, hahahaha . & I truly misss them all alot.... :(((((
But well , sad t say , i didn't get t see friends like carissa xiaowei & carrie? Hmmm ><





We are related by blood .but yet we acted like a whole life enemy , till now?
I try t get a better r/s w/ you but i guesss its a lil too late .
No matter what , you're always my best of brother though we dont have conflicts/ big fights.
But I guess we're old enough t think about th importance of life ,
of what we should / should not do , & always making a right decision at the rght time .

Thanks for all th lecture & irritation , for making me realize th importance of kinship.
You do try t care for us(siblings) but you showed it in th wrong way by using violence at times.

Happy 18th Birthday , Kor... :')

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Following footsteps , wrong footsteps.


Idk if I'm doing th right thing all this while,
But i hope , whatever i could do t repay it will help out in whatever ways ...


School time was bad , really bad .
Got lectured by my form teacher again , & he said alot of stuffs which hurts me alot alot.
However , i'm t blame for everything cos' i'm just a loser .
But i manage t hold on my tears from falling once again....(keep it up)


Seriously , I believe in horoscope's says manzzzzz
Remember i posted th Aries's horoscope? It's really true !
It stated if i act harshly t anything, i will have t bear th consequences .
& Now , I got my school case going on still & also , Friendship problems .

Okay okay no more elaborating about all this that those stuffs ,
bb .










Unique humans i met , ...

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

My retribution.

I can't contain it
It's more than love .

I'm very very confused right now....

Nobody have t know so much about my school case today ,
I hope , it will be a close case soon...

It's my retribution , :')




"Hurt So Bad"

I know you
Don't know what
I'm going through
Standing here
Looking at you

Let me tell ya that it
Hurts so bad
It makes me feel so sad
Oh it hurts so bad
To see you again
Like needles and pins

People say
You're making out okay
He's in love
Don't get in there way

Let me tell ya that it
Hurts so bad
It makes me feel so sad
You're gonna hurt so bad
If you walk away

Why can't you stay
And let me
Make it up to you
I'll do anything
You want me to

You loved me before
Come love again
I can't let you go
Back to her
Please don't go
Please don't goooooo

It makes me feel so sad
It's gonna hurt so bad
If you walk away

Please don't go
Please don't goooooo
Ohhh ohhh

Don't make it hurt so bad
It's gonna hurt so bad
To see you again

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

我忘了爱 ,

I've UPDATED.
but I don't wanna blog anymore ,i think.


Every post , just photos .
You guys don't have t know th life that I'm leading right now
Tell you what , it sucks like hell .


& T th people out there who was questioning about why am i so quiet in school or whatever ,
Don't worry , nothing wrong w/ me ...

But how sad it is , when people around me keeps mentioning about this guy here & there
esp: HIM.

Anyway(random stuffs.) ,

i would like t thanks DZURAJI for this monkey soft toy bought during his HONGKONG trip, :)


Thanks t HAIKAL LESTA LUHU for all th stupid CANDIDs which made me have t spent my stupid time combining all those photos( Get individuals from me if you want !)
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But nvm , It's his BIG DAY on the 19th!
HAPPY BIRDDAY ONCE AGAIN T HAIKAL LESTA LUHU & M.ADAMblahblah ROPE! :X

Thanks PrettyAss for th Ben & jerry's icecream treat on 17thJan.

& thanks Shika for th "paparazzi",Kiddo for th candid shootings or whatsoever, & anie for being so blur while I'm trying t be her Mandarin teacher for th day, LOL(17Jan'th night)


Thanks JeaninD, for th stupid "one & only" photo promised,lol.(4thJan)

& Thanks t my real blood younger bro for th HERSHEY's choco whr he bought at NewZealand!

& Thanks for th day working @ JR', Ate(sister) Joanne aka Baobei! -[18thJan]



Thanks Mum for changing t th HELLOKITTY bedset!<3

& Thanks Hon for th Queensway & Movie trip(P.s:My treat hor!)-[16thJAN]


& Lastly , Thanks myself for spending my 500bucks last yr dec t get this stupid PINKY phone.


Calendar wishing's:
7thJan-Geraldine's17th .
10Jan-Eric's 16th.
13thJan-Xiaojing(a dog) & Jeslynn's16th.
14th-Em's 17th.
19th-Haikal & adam's 16th.(still so childish) ><

Upcoming:
23th-Farithul's 16th & Kor's 18th.
24th-(younger sis)MayEr's 11th?
-----CHINESE NEW YR------
30th-larry's 21st? :X
31st-Nicholas's 16th...

Okay , i doubt i miss out anything?
I'm very tired already . Bye,
Will try updateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee , ZZZ

BANG!


(Sumpa* ), I'm speechless .
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"Saya rindu seseorang itu"

Ps: Forgiven , but not Forgotten .
Know the value of someone when you had already lose him/her.



Life was beautiful then.
I remember the time.
I knew what happiness was .
Let the memory live again ..

Friday, January 16, 2009

Stranger than your sympathy ,

Richard Marx - Until I Find You Again
Lately I've been trying
To fill up my days since you're gone.
The speed of love is blinding,
And I didn't know how to hold on.
My mind won't clear.
I'm out of tears.
My heart's got no room left inside.

How many dreams will end?
How long can I pretend?
How many times will love pass me by,
Until I find you again?

Will the arms of hope surround me?
Will time be a fairweather friend?
Should I call out to angels,
Or just drink myself sober again?
I can't hide, it's true.
I still burn for you.
Your memory just won't let me go.

How many dreams will end?
How long can I pretend?
How many times will love pass me by,
Until I find you again?

I'd hold you tighter,
Closer than ever before.
Yeah.
No flame would burn brighter,
If I could touch you once more,
Hold you once more!

How many dreams will end?
How long can I pretend?
How many times will love pass me by, until I find you again?
'till I find you again..



When you're gone.
I've been wandering around the house all night
wondering what the hell to do
I'm trying to concentrate but all I can think of is you
well the phone don't ring cos' my friends ain't home
I'm tired of being all alone
got the tv on cuz the radio's playing songs that remind me
of you

baby when you're gone I realize I'm in love
the days go on and on and the nights just seem so long
even food don't taste that good - drink ain't doing what it
should
things just feel so wrong - baby when you're gone

I've been driving up and down these streets
trying to find somewhere to go
ya i'm lookin' for a familiar face but there's no one I know

this is torture - this is pain - it feels like I'm gonna go
insane
I hope you're coming back real soon -cuz I don't know what
to do



Ps: All or nothing .
(erase my mind , w/ th full images of you)

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Good minds thinks alike .

Don't ask me how am i feeling right now, I myself also don't know....(ZZZ)

& Th feeling of chilling just now's giving me an headache for now,
It's been long since i touch it ....
But nvm , I gotta move on.... :')


I think I'm th loser for now ,
& ya i should stop all th kbkb conflicts now, & wish them all th best !
I'm sorry ,


That's what I'm still thinking of...




I wanna be there for my MAMA till th end of time
Unexpectedly , my mum told me her past love story she had w/ her one & only ex boyf.
She sacrifice & give up on him as she think she's not good enough for him
Just because he's from a rich family & my mum was like,from th poorer side?
& So , they ended up having a break up but my Mum still love himmmm :')

My Mama told me , love's so blind .
& She hate herself for everything, sigh

Mum , don't worry .
I wanna be there for you,
very sorry!

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Unconditional Love.







I really dk what t say . it's his 17th birthday today , yes happy bday k . & stay happy... :')

Was damn quiet in school today , didn't hang out w/ them anymore. Trying t avoid th reality but i guess i can't . Went home straight after school, & now , stuck here posting about HIM, again . Sigh

I seriously don't like t be emo right here at this very point of time, but who t blame, me myself & i ... I can't stop thinking about it , & know what, I even went crazy & read all his old posts , reading still right now ! -,='''
Crying like nobodys' business right now, (okay pls don't PITY me!)
Seriously idk whats life's all about mannnz. God , help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Lesson made after reading some of his meaningful post :
LOVE IS NOT HURTFUL IF WE NEVER MISUSED IT
(sounds familiar?Hmmm)

Okay everyone, please get th fact that i'm not wanting t get him be mine back , i'm just Emo-ing for th TIME BEING , lol. & I guess I'm a lil crazy about this stuffs , & my friendship probs too...
& as for my personal stuffs , i doubt theres a need t be mention here , :')

He used t update his blog about our anni date/even my bday in th past . So now ,
though i have alot of words for him, but i choose t keep it unsaid . Cos' ITS NOT TH RIGHT TIME FOR NOW , hmmms...

I'm very happy t see him getting over it & moving on ,....
"Don't know what's going on...Don't know what went wrong...Feels like a hundred years I Still can't believe you're gone...I feel so much better...Now that you're gone forever...I tell myself that I don't miss you at all...I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now...That you're gone forever...Now things are coming clear...And I don't need you here...And in this world around me...I'm glad you disappeared...So I'll stay out all night..Get drunk and fuck and fight...Until the morning comes I'll Forget about our life..." - His'


& t'SHIKA ARHH!" :
red elmo would like t apologize sincerely here . babe , i really dk what t do already . I hope you und for this very moment ...
& Yes , i enjoyed every single day spent w/ you ladies , & yup maybe i shouldn't ruin my "GOOD life" now , but idk... I'm like his old him right now, really!..
I guesss you guys could stop bothering about me , LOL.I'm abit weird right now & i'm feeling that too, so weird ..
Posting so many stupid posts? Like damn, hais.
& don't worry , that red elmo of mine will still help me wipe my tears , even now...
Thanks for everything...

P.s: I didn't mean it , trust me...

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Ego , pride , friendship, or love?

Okay please . I DONT LIKE MY NAME T BE MENTIONED IN YOUR BLOG .
Yes I'm only 15 going 16 , & yet my childishnesss still caused all this troubles right? Yes my fault , blame me & i shall APOLOGIZE t HER then -,=|||

I seriously can't take it anymore. so here we go .

Your post stated :
she have the sympathy on you yet this is wad you do?whr's the sense of ur feelings?i noe you bother abt me,and i thank you for that.she even noe that you noe me even better than her.at least,she have the feeling of guilty cnscience.whr's yours?she even have the guilty feeling of pulling me away from you guys.and yes!she have the right of being selfish of not letting me belong to anione else!thats when i noe she really love me!listen here!i do still care for MAYLING.but im not yours.I'm Bella's.i dont unds you.and she's not showing some sympathy on her blog,mind you.you cried for me,i realised that.but why now?

So ? You're trying t say that she's not showing sympathy but why is she feeling guilty about? &then u stated she have th SYMPATHY on ME? duhhhh
If she's not showing some sympathy on her blog, then are you trying t say that she's picking on me instead of using th word 'pity' larh .

From Hers:
Partly, I felt wrong. Partly, I felt losing you. Partly, I felt stupid. I really felt mixed up! I've been wondering am I wrong to love you? Am I wrong to miss you? Am I wrong to be jealous? Am I wrong to, idk. It just a start yet this happened. Why must she bother about you? Yes i'm jealous. It really caught my feelings till tears running down my eyes without realizing. I tried to hold back my tears but I can't. Every single sentence even words she wrote was making me even more speechless. From there, it really shown that she knows you even betta than me. I'm not judging anyone here but this is what i felt. Maybe because of me, your friends had their own perceptions by saying those speech. I'm like the one whom pulling you from them. In fact, Idw to side any of you cause' Iknow Idhave the right & I realized that. I'm sorry for making you worried. =/


So from here, this is what i wanna tell you , la la bell bell:
You may be feeling guilty or whatsoever about this matter . But seriously , YOU DONT HAVE TO . It's HIS choice t be with you wholeheartedly & i told him t last long w/ you & move on , & he did . So why are you still afraid about anything or everything about it? IT GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU . It's his responsibility & MY business .
Like what all bloggers used t said:
Th owner of th blog[s] do have th 100% rights t post anything .
So ya ,I got th rights t post anything , regardless of his matters or others etc , & so do you too . I'm not BLAMING you for posting about why must i still be bothered w/ him etc . I'm just not happy afterall :)
I dont want t mention about ur own previous personal r/s stuffs regarding th guy & ur current boyf now , LOL . & please , I DONT WANT SYMPATHY , for me or t his Malay ladies or what so ever , get this clear.

Your first impression for me was pretty alright ,
but after today , .....
who knows ?



I don't blame him for telling me off as perhaps he find me a nuisance now . As for th question about why must i cry for him for now & not in th past? Answer is simple .
In th past , we dk each other well enough & got together just so fast .
So , i started t mention about my ex infront you that make you feels insecure w/ me , as if i'm cheating your love in th past .
You tried all ways t get me t love you WHOLEHEARTEDLY in th past but yet i was still fooling around like nobody business .
Simple enough, simple explanation : Idk how t cherish that r/s in th past .
So now ,I don't ask for you t be back cos' it's too unfair for that poor lil bell of yours :((( aww

So , LOOK HERE .
I will not hang out w/ th malay girls any more i guess, & then i lead back my own way of life .
If You still wants t keep in touch w/ them , please do so .(as i guesss ur gf won't feel anymore guilty for letting you off t meet 'em yea, lol)

I may seem t be hating you for now , but i doubt i would hate you for long.
In fact , you should be th one t hate me seriously ,as for what i did in th past .
Those mean act & evil-ness from me t you in th past , it's like totally a torture for you .
Idk how t think , & just anyhow *&#*^@*%!#*!# .
I sincerely apologize t you , ONLY for tahan-ing me in th past .
& now , you don't have t care anything alrdy ...


I doubt i could still text you or even any bday wishing text t you later on , so
Advance bday wishing t you,Happy 17th Birthday FAHMI .



P.s:I don't have t show out my guilty conscience just by a simple post here .
:')

Stop it , Mayling .
Just my luck ...

& 13th marks th day again,

Monday, January 12, 2009

True about me .

Aries’ Love & Relationships Horoscope In January

You’ll be highly sensitive sentimentally speaking. You’ll daydream about the ideal relationship, but you’ll remain in the world of dreams, or your relationship will undergo some constraints or you’ll have a disappointment. Happiness, when present, burns secretly.

There is one more option: to isolate yourself to meditate on your couple life in peace. You don’t have to worry about the wasted time, though. You’ll make up for it ten fold in February.

Aries’ Money & Career Horoscope In January

With the Sun and Mars in the house of career, January 2009 will be a month of ambition, initiative and action. You’ll have strong motivation and opinions and a fighting attitude. You can hardly wait to struggle for something, to conquer, to evolve, you’re ready at any time to prove your strength and value.

Because you mobilize the others extremely well, you’ll be very successful with your teamwork and joint projects.

Financially, you might encounter some restrictions that you’ll overcome by an ingenious technique.

Aries’ Physical & Mental Fitness Horoscope In January

Health will remain an open chapter for a long time from now on. In January 2009, stay away from stress, because the Sun-Mars tandem in Capricorn pressures you, and beware while Mercury is retrograde, as it is ruling your house of health!

Watch especially your urinary apparatus, blood circulation, ovaries (if you’re a woman) and the sugar level in your blood. Don’t neglect your bones, joints and teeth.

Protect yourself against aliments caused by inappropriate life hygiene (cold, dampness, irregular sleeping and eating habits, excesses, etc.)!

Astrologer’s advice for Aries in January

If you want to claim anything, think about what you have to offer in return!




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March 21 to April 19
Aries is a Fire Sign

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Headwork is the chief factor of this sign. Persons born under Aries are keen, creative and highly adaptive but they are also impetuous and headstrong. This is accentuated by the governing planet, Mars, which adds an aggressive touch to an already active and ambitious nature. Their incessant drive gets them off to a good start on any project but they are apt to become diverted and scatter their further effort. Though quick to anger, Aries people often calm easily. They are naturally humorous and quick of wit. They enjoy music and entertainment. They say the right thing at the right time and as students, they are often keen and have the ability of applying whatever they learn to good advantage. Aries people like new things and have a way of rousing and swaying other persons to work along with them. There is a strong ego in the Aries nature, which causes them to become visionary and idealistic, thereby rising to positions of importance and esteem.

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The Positive Side of Aries
The Arien has many positive points to his character. People born under this first sign of the Zodiac are often quite strong and enthusiastic. On the whole, they are forward-looking people who are not easily discouraged by temporary setbacks. They know what they want out of life and they go out after it. Their personalities are strong. Others are usually quite impressed by the Arien’s way of doing things. Quite often they are sources of inspiration for others traveling the same route. Aries men and women have a special zest for life that is often contagious; for others, they are often the example for how life should be lived.

The Aries person usually has a quick and active mind. He is imaginative and inventive. He enjoys keeping busy and active. He generally gets along well with all kinds of people. He is interested in mankind, as a whole. He likes to be challenged. Some would say he thrives on opposition, for it is when he is set against that he often does his best. Getting over or around obstacles is a challenge he generally enjoys. He likes to keep abreast of new things that are happening in the world. Ariens are often fond of speed. They like things to be done quickly and this sometimes aggravates their slower colleagues and associates.

The Aries man or woman always seems to remain young. Their whole approach to life is youthful and optimistic. They never say die, no matter what the odds, They may have an occasional setback, but it is not long before they are back on their feet again.



Everybody has his less positive qualities-and Aries is no exception. Sometimes the Aries man or woman is not very tactful in communication with others; in his hurry to get things done he is apt to be a little callous or inconsiderate. Sensitive people are likely to find him somewhat sharp- tongued in some situations. Often in his eagerness to achieve his aims, he misses the mark altogether . At times the Arien is too impulsive. He can occasionally be stubborn and refuse to listen to reason. If things do not move quickly enough to suit the Aries man or woman, he is apt to become rather nervous or irritable. The uncultivated Arien is not unfamiliar with moments of doubt and fear. He is capable of being destructive if he does not get his way. He can overcome some of his emotional problems by steadily trying to express himself as he really is, but this requires effort.


As fire can be a fleeting thing, so can be the friendship of a Ram. If you want to call an Aries up for a night on the town, you’ll have an exciting companion for the evening — but don’t try to make plans for next week. This Sign needs variety in their friendships. If one group of people can’t keep up with their constantly changing interests, they’ll move on to new friends. Not that they ever lack for companionship: The Ram is well liked for their edge, so making new friends is never a big problem. Friends are nice, but not exactly necessary for independent Aries, who doesn’t need a big group to have fun. When they are in one, though, their competitive nature is liable to get the better of them. Don’t try to borrow even a cup of sugar from this one. Ruled by the First House of Self, selfishness can sometimes take the upper hand when it’s a choice between people and possessions. On the other hand, the Ram can be very warm toward their friends. As long as Aries feels that they are the number one friend in your life, you can count on having an exciting, albeit brief, whirlwind of fun.

Best Friend Bets: Gemini, Aquarius



The sign of the Ram is graced by the element of Fire, and if you were to use one word to describe Aries, it could easily be heat. People born under this sign have a passion and red-hot energy, which often proves irresistible. It’s certainly never boring! Aries likes to initiate relationships, and the role of seducer comes to them easily. This sizzling romance dance will only work on those strong enough to stay in the game, because Aries wants a partner who can go toe-to-toe with them, whether it’s over lunch or under the covers. Aries likes to get its way and often pits the wishes of self against what is best for the partnership, which can lead to conflict. These battles, though, are often foreplay, which can result in some sexy fireworks of their own. The Ram is possessed of a great physicality, a sense of adventure, is wildly flirtatious and loves to play.


Aries loves the hunt and will do whatever it takes to get the prize they want. The question in their mind will often be whether it’s a prize worth keeping. Aries will take risks during the chase and would love the object of their affections to do the same. That give-and-take can keep things more than interesting and going for quite some time. There is no doubt that Aries is seductive and will prove hard to resist. Sparks will fly in this competitive pas de deux, and it’s all the better where the Ram is concerned. A mental attraction for impassioned Aries is often the first step and the indicator as to whether things will progress. If things work their way down — watch out! Once hooked, Aries loves strokes and tender caresses and a lover who will tell them that they are the best.


Romantic Sun Sign Profiles : Aries in Relationship
The demanding and passionate Ram needs an equally self-possessed lover to stimulate them and set them on fire. If not, what’s the point? Aries can be fiercely loyal, yet self-centered at the same time, so their partner needs to exhibit confidence and a sense of when to give them the space they need. The occasional bouts of temper exhibited by Aries are best dealt with if they are used as a prelude to a deeper understanding and the sizzle that comes with kissing and making up. Aries will stick with a relationship as long as it’s hot (and fireworks are key to this Fire Sign), but if things start to cool down, it won’t be long before they hit the road. The ideal Aries soul mate may be someone who is never, ever dull.


Aries is a moving target where love is concerned, always looking, seeking and often finding. It can be very hard to resist the Ram’s magnetic charms. The aura surrounding those born under this sign is one of intensity and intrigue, so many will be tempted to step up to the plate. This is exactly what Aries wants: many opportunities to play the game of love. Some things will work, and some won’t, but the game is surely fun! The beauty of it all is that Aries flourishes in love, becoming a more sensuous, understanding and feeling soul. As long as Aries remembers how to share, and the beauty of an us, things can go far.


The Ram is more of a tiger where sex is concerned and, like many other sleek animals, loves the hunt — that steady pursuit of the ultimate prize. Aries is a physical and fearless lover and is blessed with the stamina to go all night long. They are not afraid to experiment sexually in their quest for pleasure, which means an open-minded lover is a must. The Mile-High Club must have been invented for these folks! It’s safe to say that Aries’ lover must be able to satisfy, or the Ram will move on. The dominant sexual partner will likely be the Ram, and while eroticism is important, a mental connection is also favored by this sign. As if Aries weren’t passionate and demanding enough, they also want to be made to feel secure in a sexual relationship, lest jealousy rear its ugly head.


Aries doesn’t generally need hearts and flowers to give them a warm and fuzzy glow. What’s far more important to members of this sign is to find a partner who is equally strong and self- possessed and who will challenge them to greater heights, both mental and physical. The person who can draw them out and make them better is a keeper. It also helps if Aries’ partner can handle the occasional fiery argument and master the art of making up. Sexual adventurers are also very attractive to the Ram, whether it’s acrobatics between the sheets or the art of touching. There’s no shortage of libido here!

The Aries lover is passionate, adventurous and energetic, loves romance and revels in the art of the chase. Those who can stand the heat will be rewarded with a loyal companion who will take them to greater heights. Life with Aries is never boring, so get ready for the ride of a lifetime!



P.S: Check yours out .

Fuck you ,

Keep your mouth shut ,& thats it .

Not happy? Then lalala bell bell then . Fffffffffffffff











SO PISSED OFF , TOTALLY DOWN .
(luckily i holded on my tears today)
Sorry shika babe , sorry girls for being so quiet today .


& Congrats my kor for his fantastic result,
(you don't have t know how much he scored ,)

It doesn't matter if you're referring t me or whatever in your blog, I just know that i dislike you so much.(t be honest)
Not saying I'm JEALOUS too w/ you & my ex boyf ,
but so , i'm not happy for now.Hmmmm
& since you trusted ur current boyf so much,
then just shut th f up & last long.
:DDD

If you're really referring t me in ur blog post , then this is for you:
I got th rights t say anything i want about ur current boyf as I still do care him , as a friend, or maybe more than a friend status.
It caught your feelings that make you tears, then what about me ? & th others? zzzz
Please don't be so selfish t yourself , or perhaps i should say IF you wanna be selfish about this & that , then please don't post anything regarding about that that make me tears too . LOL
Speechless?Better than you? zzz
Please don't judge a book by its cover . OR perhaps just showing some sympathy?zzz


P.s: Yaya , I'm not judging upon anyone here too .
& I don't mention anyone in here.(only my ex boyf,zzz)


I'm a just a burden t you ,
a replacement for all this while.


But can't be blame ,
you're th one who's suffering more than what we suffered .




I'm NOT GONNA BE BOTHER ANYMORE, LOL.
I wanna find my new boyf!wahahah :X