Thursday, August 18, 2011


能不能够让我们从来一遍
是否对我还有相同感觉
我不想要再对自己抱怨
也不想再狼狈

能不能够让我们回到从前
当那一天当我们还强烈
你说过要陪我走到永远
还是你在敷衍



If only ... You'll get to see this . And reply me all about this post in chinese or hanyupinyin, just right after seeing this and making the effort to do something to salvage this rs ....


But I know you never will get to see this . Takecare

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

都是我的错。每天到晚不停的争吵,爱闹分手。不珍惜我们在一起的每一分每一秒。
都是我的错。不停的挨打他,骂他。直到失去了才懂得珍惜。

我好难过。没想到一转眼我们真的完了。身旁的人却不知道我有多么的伤心。表面上的我,不是我。真正的我,是没有人能看见的我。我一点也不好受,一点也不坚强。但是为什么你们都在责怪着我?

我真的觉得打是疼,骂是爱。 但我打了却被冤枉。我根本都不是故意,也不很心伤害他。我不知道为什么我总是那么的冲动。当时的我,真的不懂得该如何解释。就静静的让他认定我就是那么的暴力。

我真的无法原谅自己的过错。我真的太过的自私。我不理会他的感受,不好好教训自己。只会有分手来当做借口。我真的好失败。I deserve this ending even though I really wouldn't bear to .

After all those months that we've been though . After all those tears that we shed . Without pain there isn't any gain . Without you there isn't me . Without you helping me through , I would not have move on over him .

I'm speechless when we're like this . Thank you for everything . You deserve someone better . I'm sorry but this will be the last time I'll say this


I love you Ron .