Photoshop

Saturday w/ Geraldine Prettyass(stated on twitter) .
"Th Asses rulezx th worlddddd" lol!

Its been long since i edit my photos . So was testing out my Photoshop once again . Hi.





Whenever i happen to open up my handbook , it's always your "birthday" stated .
(if you remember what you did )
& Th nick name i gave .


The appreciation letter's still with me , which was pasted up on my cabinet naoooo ...

School tomorrow @ 0830 .
See you!

Enjoy .

28th

For th very first time in my life, i'm not wishing my dad a Happy Birthday , nor giving him present . Because of his crazyness into gambling , i shall not be soft hearted & to forgive him till he's willing to turn over a new leaf . Sorry dad . Maybe you should learn your lesson . If not , ... ...

Happy Birthday
:'(

Tp

2010 Planned Instake & Cutoff-Points for 2010/11.

Hospitality and Tourism Management-14
Aviation management & services-10
Visual Communication-13
Apparel Design &Merchandising-15
Psychology Studies-9
Leisure & resort Management-15

I'm sorry . I'm not a good friend of yours .

Am i suppose to write a short post for my dear friend? Well , maybe i should .

To "stalker" : Thanks for th short post in your blog . Much appreciated for wishing me luck in my studies & for whatever better man in my future , lol . I'm sorry if my text hurts you which made you choose not to reply me . Yes you may not believe in fate because different people have different perceptions & thoughts ya . So whatever it is , since your exams' around th corner too, i shall wish best of luck too. & go poly from there if possible ok . Thanks for being my friends , despite my sucky attitude which you had already ''used-to-it'' . Takecare dude .


Common Test? Failed Chinese . Probably SS too . What else?

Troubled .

我不好，真的不好。

Common test week , yet i feel so troubled with lot of stuffs bothering me
Esp:Family.

tyvm tomorrow

Bad day in school , bad day at home.

Ya right , I'm to blame for everything !
摸摸你自己的良心啦
Whatever i do , I'm always wrong .

Spending days & hours doing YOUR PROJECT ,when in th first place it's not MINE
Giving me last min assignment & yet i still managed to complete it on time , despite my test on th following day
为什么我会这么听你的话，还不是想要讨好我们的关系！

I can't stop blaming myself for tht accident which happen in th past ,
so that's why i really obey & respect you because i've grown up
But i guess you don't seem to appreciate it !




I know i should not post this up as i'm still frustrated & pissed off
Too bad, YOU'RE THE ONE WHO 爬到my头顶上！



I swear I'll never help you anymore , just because i want to bond back our kinship
Forget it manzx

P.s: Th reason why i hate home & school so much .

My Cny'10

New Year eve ,



New yr 初一



New Year 初二




New Year 初八





Today :


Common test week , cuiiii~
gg , die , sian , egg

Ugly Betty , Ugly Mayling

I feel like blogging , yes nao , 2.44am ^o^
(don't know why i post this ugly photo up either)

Well .I got sunburn/tan or what so ever yesterday uh !(as you can see th photo above,th nehneh line thr , curl line - Zzzz -,- Okay lame . )

Okay nothing to blog already , lol !




SS consultation later , should i go? :O

P.s: Last Long

I really L-❤

I ❤ my Mum . I ❤ red . & I ❤ cute boys .

Wah I'm like blooding hell moodswings again . From depression ->anger->normal->happy . lol . k whatever .
Anyway I'm really into cute boys and would like to have one as my boyf ,(omfg) . They're so damn cute in dk what way to describe about them manzx . Roarrrrrrrrr . I hate muscular guys , because they're just showing off .
But if he's CUTE+muscular , I'll still take into consideration . HAHAHHAHHA ! I'm mad naoooo

Cute boys out there , where're you?
Where's th Cute boy who's still single out there?
Who th fcuk? Where's th one & only cute club boy whom i met that night(attached) ?

Okay I'm nuts . FEEEELINGGGGGGGG LARHHHHHHHHHH duhhhhhhh


Btw , my mum's so cute .

*knockknock*
Mum:Ay you taking photos ar?
Me: *blushing* ermmm ya.. using webcam , can take photo one
Mum : ay try leh, i take with you. Since i'm pretty with make up naoooo
Me: *thinking that she's kidding , so ignored her*
Mum: *walking towards & ready to pose*
Me: wah you serious ar? ok ok good good

.
..
...

Mum: take more la . Must hide my fats uh .
Me: wah, why my face so big one. sad !


HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA .

Random

Am i hurting my relationship? Am i hurting my love? Am i hurting myself? Am i? Am i?

Teenage Feb issue's horoscope for Aries says that I've been finding it increasingly difficult to understand my stead(?) My stead want things one way ,but i felt otherwise . I should stop and think what they're trying to tell me before i do anything rash that could end up hurting my r/s .

....ZZZZ....

I seriously don't know manzx . HAHHAHAHA .





Fyi , I'm still single .
(lol)








A day w/o talking ...

"You broke my heart. Tissue paper cannot fix it."

I didn't know loving somebody could make one happy...

Taking th risk ,

Why's everybody always leaving me behind ? Leaving me to be th last for all ?






It's time to wake up .


P.s: Jailbreak gone :(
No hellokitty
No manu

Nothing.




Yesterday i miss you
Today i miss you
Tomorrow i'll be missing you
Because i love you ...

Only god knows ...

I hope this is not just fate , but also 'meant-to-be' .
Because i love you , & I wanna be with you . Not for a day , 2 days , or even 3 days , but a month , 6 months , 1 yr , forever & always ...

At this point of time , it's only fate . We're fated .


If only you understand , I'm really not emotional . But just .... felt .. something/someone's missing ...


P.s: I lost myself .

L-uvs

Happy Valentines' Day to all & Happy Tiger year for the CHINESEEEEEEEE ^.^
I'm lovin' this post cos' it's all in red for todayyyyyyyy~ :DDD

It's 2.40am naoooo & I'm still awake :S


My List :
Red finger nails by tomorrow -
Toe nails in red - Check-
Reunion dinner w/ family tomorrow -
Grandparents' place in the morning to afternoon tomorrow -

Visiting to Mr Lee's -not confirmed-
Visiting to Ms Tong's -not confirmed -
Visiting to D's -not confirmed -
Visiting to Alan's -not confirmed-
Out w/ Mum to her colleagues' place -Not confirmed-

Movie[s] trip[s] - Not confirmed -

Vday date -None- ^^




BUAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

I'll ,

I had enough with my sis just naoooo. I got so fed up and super pissed off !!Arghhh forget it , blame my messy room WITH HER STUFFS LYING HERE AND THERE & i made her organise 1/4 of it ONLY & yet she's UNHAPPY . Sua . Stupid chinese for spring cleaning :S . Alright , working tomorrow . Byeeeee

新年快乐(cny)，& Advanced 情人节快乐(vday)too ^.^

Peace.

Let me repeat this , I-am-not-emo .

I'm damn happy+heartbroken+pissed naoooooooo!

Happy-Personal , most probably happened in schoooollll ^.^
Heartbroken-Someone in th hse use/touched my lappy and broke one of th keypad & do not want to admit !!!! :(((((
Pissed-Th above situation mentioned . Also , my xialan sis talk so xialan with me when i ask her to clear up her mess in th room by this weekend .

Me: Mei , by this weekend must clear up th mess on your study table and also your story books must be stacked according

*waiting for my sis's reply*......
*still waiting....

Me: Oi , do you hear what i said not? I'm serious hor .
Sis: Orh
Me:Must clear hor
Sis: Orh .
Me: what orh?
Sis: Orh
Me: (!&*&$^*#^*#!%^!*@^#! ( you guys should know how would i react lurh . ) _|_


Bye , I'm off to bed .

I hate emo . Yes i hate it .

Trust me , I'm really fine and happy . lol

Do you remember?

Do you remember
All of the times we had?

Do you remember
how we used to be ?



I've been thinking about you












There's nothing left for me to say












If it's alright with you then it's alright with me

When i'm still your #1


P.s:Happy Birthday EeHon & Yanrui ...

I'm really sorry

I'm , really trying to console myself not to think too much . But i can't , i still can't make it . Forgive me for acting this way , I'm really thinking way too much . Shit . I know you don't like it , i know you hate it . I know , you may be avoiding me once again . But to tell you th truth ,


You're my motivation for now , My friend .

Tempting-to-delete-this-post

Y'know what , i just .. felt so speechless right now. I wish that I'm good at expressing my words , so that i can share my thoughts and feelings to th people I trust . But i was wrong , i was wrong to share my problems ;wrong person . You're not th one that i really need/ trust , & why am i so dumb to fall into your trap/ to give in? Seriously , I'm stupid . I hate myself ttm . I don't wanna be emotional here but i can't help but to vent my frustration on this poor little blogger of mine . Maybe I'm stress, kinda? Suffering for tons of incomplete homeworks & assignment , yet willing to help my brother with his stuffs. Am i real stupid? I can't even handle my own problems yet I'm still interfering th others'? Why? Why am i treating th others better than th way I'm treating myself?

It's time to grow up , wml .
No matter what , I MUST OVERCOME & FACE ALL OBSTACLES IN MY STRESSFUL LIFE NAOOOOOOOOOO .
Okay , i admitted that I'm like sorta regretted for going up Sec5 ,& really wish to give up soon , But , something holds me . Someone's trying to rescue me , i know . Definitely I hope, this is not getting myself involved in BGR again for naoooooo.Zzz kinda childish

Sorry , i'm Talking C O C K .Pardon me for my lousy sucky post for today . Imma not feeling well & that's th reason why i skipped th Physics ace today. Also , Imma not feeling good (with emotions-mood) & i just don't know why ..


Maybe , I'm thinking too much again ? _|_ Fml.

For those who know whats' going on with me , esp due to my family problems , good for you :')

I miss You .