Wednesday, December 26, 2012

2nd.

I still remember our first kiss.

4 years ago, we met at the billiard pool at beach road. Till now, I swear I don't remember having your presence during that meetup with her but ya, everything just happen from that day and over there..

We lost contact for years and one fine day, which was close to 2 years ago, I randomly commented on your Facebook profile photo and asking why do you have such a fat arm since i last saw you?! But to all the typical girls out there, they consider that as " fit and muscular", That time, I remember I was so deeply devoted to my ex bf as we were kinda very stable that we don't have any argument since day1 . Just when I sense something was not right, he broke off with me because he claims that I was too good for him and blah blah.

You came coming my way, trying to be there for me during my lowest moment in life. I still remember those Spamming of texts and calls when i was in a zombie mode for a weak- staying at home , crying all day and night long. On a Saturday night, you text-ed to check on me and without hesitation, I
gave you a call and I know you're overjoyed by it. Can still remember how our first conversation on the phone was like... So, I agreed to meet you up for the official first time on the next following day after my work at Cuppage. You wore a plain tee with a formal demin boyfriend shirt, & we went down to the basement for some fried rice to settle our dinner....

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Remember all the cool rounding nights during the wooing period? We will only be back at Sengkang around 3am and slacked till 4am or even close to 5 before you send me up my place? You, trying so many times to grab hold of my hands and even to lie about some no logic stuffs just to divert my attention and gave me a sudden peck before you leave every night..

During the period where you're still working (before you got enlisted) , I would receive your phone call everyday-without-fail at 11pm sharp; right after you knock off from work. You either get yourself washed up or even to go for night jog downstair, and then just before we turn in , we will always catch up with what we did for the day via phone call for minutes and even hours.

Back then , I even swear that I'm totally not interested with you no matter how you tried to prove your confession and love to me - because I just suffered from a heartbreak and needed time to heal. I then tried to push you away as far as I could, pestering you to find someone better , and to move on. You was so persevered not to give up this feeling until that night- you did not call me up at 11pm.

Without realizing, I got used in receiving your call at that particular timing . That night, I couldn't help it but to check you out. & For the first time, you spoke so softly and telling me you'll return a call back later. It was so so unusual that you spoke so softly when you are always that irritating and noisy guy when you're with me.. Indeed, you were out for a movie date and I felt so sour since that night...

The feeling was so indescribable that I myself do not even realize that I might be falling for you. Really did not expect that day to happen.. Until that Sunday-yet another Sunday, you asked for a meetup after my work again...

Skipping of all the unimportant part, we settled down outside the Grand Cathay and out of a sudden, I broke down in tears- snatch your phone away and text-ed " I'm sorry" to the someone. Meaning to say, somehow or rather, I helped you to make that decision of choosing me instead of her. How selfish can I be seriously....

While lying on your shoulder and crying on,you came forward and closer, and ended up with a kiss on each others lip.

This is the day , the night, when I realized that I'm committing into another relationship-unknowingly . & Also the day when I got my first kiss from someone whom I never thought would go so far with me. Getting together so " unromantic-ally" ; just a day after Christmas, :)

Happy 2nd anniversary my love. You'll be the one I wanna walk my journey down the road. I love you Ron.

Thursday, December 13, 2012